The Page 69 Test: *On This Christmas, I Thee Wed* by Virginia Barlow #page69

 

 
They say if you want to really find a good book, go to page 69 (the middle and meat of the book) and you like what's there, it's definitely worth reading the whole book. For today's feature, I'm zooming in on page 69 of Virginia Barlow's new historical holiday romance, On This Christmas, I Thee Wed.


BOOK DESCRIPTION

Bartered to Viscount Hudson Becker by her father, Lady Lavinia Holbrook escapes her arranged marriage and travels to her Godmother, the Duchess of Chauncy to seek asylum. Determined to put men and marriage behind her, she is unprepared for the duke’s interest or his heated kisses. 

The Duke of Chauncy believes love is a weakness and refuses to take a bride despite his mother's scheming. When the duchess makes a wager he will marry by Christmas, he considers the matter a lark. Until Lavinia gets under his skin, and he rethinks his position on love and happy ever afters.

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Casting Cecil a dark glance, he frowned to discourage any further pursuit of the subject. “Very amusing, Cecil. Changing bed chambers should suffice. Now, if you have any more practical suggestions, please voice them or go about your duties.”

Cecil’s face split into a wide grin. “I’m done, Your Grace.”

“Fine.” He leaned over his desk and pretended to read his overseer’s report until the door closed behind
him. He didn’t get any real work done, however, until he caught sight of the two ladies returning, with no Scots trailing behind, intent on ravishment.

With a self-derisive smile, he bent to the task of reading and answering the correspondence before him.

*****

The next day, Lavinia stood beside Victoria’s carriage following tea as her friend prepared for the tedious journey home. She gave her a tight squeeze and begged her to be careful. “Write to me when you arrive home, or I’ll worry.”

Her friend returned her hug with equal ferocity. “I shall. If I hear anything about the situation, I’ll send
word.”

Understanding her friend’s unspoken concern about Lavinia’s parents or Hudson finding her, she nodded.
“Thank you, dearest friend. Until we meet in happier times.”

Victoria chuckled. “Indeed, until then. But if I receive a letter from the highlands proclaiming you are
with child, I’m coming to investigate with my gun loaded. The father better be besotted with you, or he will face my wrath.”


 
What do you think? Would you keep reading?

 

 

Virginia Barlow has been a dreamer her whole life. She loves reading, traveling, and roses. She will dive headfirst into any romance she can get her hands on in any genre. Although her first love is Regency Romance and always will be.  Something about the era calls to her soul like a siren’s song rising from the depths.

She loves to write steamy romances whether fantasy, historical, or contemporary, all are liberally spiced with adventure and sensual, seductive heroes. Her heroines are just as compelling with equal parts intelligence, sass, and backbone. They give as good as they get whether saving their man’s life or responding to his heated kisses, they’re all in.

The most important thing in Virginia’s life is her family, and spending time with them. When she is not bouncing a grandbaby in her arms or handing out popsicles, she is writing and dreaming up her next love story.  Virginia has published fifteen romance novels with another two on the way and has half a dozen more circling around inside her head eager to make their debut.

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🏰 Author Interview Featuring Terese Luikens, Author of 'A Heart's Journey to Forgiveness'

Terese Luikens has been married for forty-four years to the same man, although she is on her third wedding ring, having lost one and worn out another. She lives in Sandpoint, Idaho, enjoys being mother to three grown sons and grandmother to her much-loved grandchildren. She is the author of A Heart’s Journey to Forgiveness, a Memoir of her inspiring journey of emotional healing from her father’s suicide. She facilitates retreats and workshops focusing on forgiveness, and publishes her own blog, Why Bother? 

You can visit her website at www.tereseluikens.com.

 

 

 

🏰Welcome to Book Bloggin’ Princess, Terese. I’d like to know more about you as a person first. When did you start writing? What was your first published piece?

I began writing after getting married and becoming a Mom. Instead of dropping my son off at daycare and returning to the 9-5 routine, I chose to stay home and raise our son. My husband became the full-time breadwinner. 

Staying home with our son gave me time to explore the idea of writing. I began with journaling, and then decided to try submitting an article to Mother Earth News, a publication I loved to read. This was in the 1980s before everyone in the world had a computer connected to the world wide web. I typed my article on a manual typewriter and submitted it via snail mail, to Mother Earth News. I was surprised and elated that they bought my article for $80.00 After that I pursued other publications that purchased articles from people such as myself, a freelancer. 

🏰As a published author, what has been the most pivotal point of your career? 

Writing a book is so much harder than writing articles. With articles, I had word limits such as 250, 500 or 800. Writing a book I wrote until I came to the end of the story which amounted to about 80,000 words. Writing a book showed me that I have a lot to say!

🏰If you could go anywhere to write your next book, where would that be and why?

Currently, I am writing my second book and I don’t need to go anywhere other than upstairs to my office. Our sons are all grown and gone, so my husband converted two of our sons’ bedrooms into a writing space for me. My desk faces west and I have a beautiful view of trees and mountains. 

🏰If you had 4 extra hours of extra time today, what would you do?

I had two extra hours today so I took my two grandkids out for ice cream and we  walked down to the city beach. I love spending time with them. My grandson is 14 and my granddaughter is 11. They love to tell me everything that is going on in their lives and I love listening to everything that is going on in their lives. 

🏰Why was writing A Heart's Journey to Forgiveness so important to you?

Even though my dad’s suicide was a terrible family tragedy, we never discussed it as a family. For me, writing A Heart's Journey to Forgiveness, was important because I finally got to tell my story. Telling my story seemed to give my siblings and me permission to finally talk about what we’d never talked about. 

🏰Any final words?

Thank you for the privilege of being posted on your blog.  

 About A Heart's Journey to Forgiveness

For Terese Luikens, a picture-perfect childhood it was not. Frequent cross country moves, an emotionally absent mother and an alcoholic father who ends his life by suicide when Terese is just thirteen years old. 

The sixth of seven children, Terese grew up in an unstable and chaotic household–invisible to her mom yet cherished by her father. 

This heartfelt memoir documents the chain reaction of a tumultuous family history. From her stormy childhood to the far-reaching effects of her father’s suicide, Terese shares her inspiring journey to escape the shame of her past, find healing and live, learn to trust, and discover faith in a real and personal God.  

A Heart’s Journey to Forgiveness is available at Amazon.


 



 

 


🏰Read the First Chapter of Blazing Upheaval by Karen Charles #FirstChapter

  

In the heart of the tumultuous Rodney King riots in Los Angeles, a dedicated teacher finds herself thrust into a hazardous situation. Struggling to navigate the chaos and reach safety on the freeway, she faces dangerous obstacles that jeopardize her life. An unexpected rescue during a brutal attack plunges her, her family, and two other families into a chilling series of enigmatic events and escalating violence.

As the city grapples with unrest, they are entangled in a web of mysteries swiftly building in intensity. In the turmoil, their bonds of family, loyalty, and love are put to the ultimate test. The tension mounts relentlessly until an unforeseen revelation, coinciding with the cataclysmic Northridge earthquake, irrevocably changes their lives forever.

This gripping true-story thriller delivers suspenseful twists and heart-pounding moments, weaving a narrative of family resilience, solidarity, and enduring love in the face of daunting circumstances. It is a tale that illuminates the strength found within the human spirit when confronted with extraordinary challenges.

Blazing Upheaval is available at Amazon at https://www.amazon.com/stores/author/B0BMM6BXLG.


Tiffany glanced out the bank of windows along the side of her first-grade classroom.  Ashes rained down as though the heavens were on fire, creating an ominous darkness.  Anxiety gripped her!  What was burning?  The fire alarm had not sounded at school.  

Most parents heeded the warning of unrest in the community and kept their children at home.  Out of the six students, who showed up that day in Tiffany's class, only Orlando remained. He sat in his seat, engrossed in a book with stunning marine-life photography.  He was unaware of the chaos outside.  

The principal of Leo Politi Elementary School, bordering Koreatown in Los Angeles, sent an urgent request for parents to pick up their children immediately. In any emergency, teachers could not leave until all their students had left the campus.

The ringing phone on Tiffany’s desk startled them both.  “Hello,” she answered, remaining calm.

“Bring Orlando to the office. His mom was called. She must have rolled over and gone back to sleep. The principals will supervise him until she gets here. You need to leave, NOW!” explained the school secretary.

“Orlando, get your backpack. We’re going to the office,” Tiffany instructed. She grabbed her heavy school bag and purse.

Stepping outside onto the walkway was a terrifying shock. The cool morning air was filled with orchid-gray billows of swirling smoke. The acrid smell stung her nostrils. Clasping Orlando’s hand, they rushed to the office, sheltered on the covered sidewalks.

Another student also waited in the office.  He cried softly in a corner chair. The principal and the vice-principal would wait for their parents to pick them up while the secretary and Tiffany headed home. A somber principal hurried them to the staff parking lot, unlocking the gate. He reluctantly let them out into a hellish nightmare of rioting, arson, looting, and murder!

The night before, the Los Angeles School District instructed the teachers to come to school as usual if the area looked calm. Coming from the San Fernando Valley, Tiffany took the Olympic Boulevard exit off the CA-110 freeway. Driving down the fourteen blocks to Leo Politi Elementary, the streets were quiet.  She breathed a sigh of relief. Little did Tiffany realize that, within three hours, the gates of hell would break loose.

The day before, April 29, 1992, at the Simi Valley Court House, a jury acquitted all four of the LAPD officers who assaulted a Black man named Rodney King. During the early morning hours of March 3, 1991, after a night of binge drinking, King and some friends were speeding down the Foothill Freeway. He was erratically driving his 1987 Hyundai when two California Highway Patrol officers spotted them. They gave chase but could not force him to stop. King panicked not wanting to be arrested while intoxicated in case it was a parole violation. Speeding off the freeway, he tried to elude his pursuers through residential neighborhoods. Soon, Los Angeles Police Department patrol cars and a police helicopter joined the chase. They pinned him down and ordered King and his two friends out of the car.

When Rodney King emerged from the car, the officers said he acted peculiarly, waving to the helicopter and stomping his feet. They tasered him and the order was given to subdue him.

Unknown to the officers, a tenant in a nearby apartment captured the next 79 seconds, recording King’s resistance. The officers responded by beating him with their batons and kicking him thirty times. Later, when a pulverized King was taken to the hospital, he was diagnosed with a broken ankle, a broken facial bone, and multiple lacerations.

The tenant took his videotape to a local television station. They broadcast the graphic display of police brutality, sparking outrage in the Black community.

Now, with the acquittal of the officers who assaulted Rodney King, a group gathered at the intersection of Florence and Normandie Avenues in Los Angeles. Emotions ran high. A White truck driver, Reginald Denny, stopped his truck at the traffic light at that intersection. A group dragged him out of his truck and beat him. Anger was now at the boiling point, ready for a catastrophic, deadly explosion the city would never forget.

About Karen Charles


Karen Charles transforms real-life narratives into gripping fiction thrillers. Her novels intricately weave the threads of truth into a tapestry of suspense, intrigue, and riveting storytelling. An educator by profession, she is renowned for her thriller “Fateful Connections,” which unfolds against the backdrop of 9/11. “Blazing Upheaval” promises to deliver another chilling, heart-pounding experience. Karen and her husband reside on the serene shores of a beautiful bay in Washington, where she draws inspiration for her compelling narratives. Explore her insights and musings on the writer’s life through her blogs on “My Life As A Writer” at www.weaveofsuspense.com.

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{First Chapter} Read the First Chapter of The Death of the Kremlin Czar by JΓΆrg H. Trauboth #firstchapters

 


Title: The Death of the Kremlin Czar
Author: JΓΆrg H. Trauboth
Publisher: Gedankenkunst-Verlog
Publication Date: August 26, 2024
Pages: 443
Genre: Thriller

Russian President and new Czar Ivan Pavlenko suddenly shows his true colors during the war in Ukraine. He wants the old Soviet Union back. The world is on the brink. The influential oligarch Alexei Sokolov wants to prevent Ivan’s megalomaniacal plans and is planning a fundamental new beginning for Russia. To achieve this, the Russian president must die. How will the US President react to the CIA’s proposal to support the oligarch, who has a romantic relationship with the Russian President’s partner, Yulia? 

The Death of the Kremlin Czar is available at Amazon (U.S. edition) and Amazon (German edition)

CHAPTER 1 

“Watch out! High-voltage line at three hundred meters!“, shouted the co-pilot.
“In sight!“ the commander replied calmly, pulling up just before the obstacle and immediately pushing the helicopter down again. 

The two pilots of the Ukrainian armed forces guided the old Russian Mi-8 helicopter with their night vision devices on a zigzag course away from populated areas and Russian defense walls to the target. The destination was Luhansk. The mission: to free their own soldiers from Russian captivity. They had volunteered for the Ascension mission and trained for the flight intensively in the simulator supplied by the USA, including simulated enemy fire and evasive maneuvers. The simulator‘s current aerial photographs proved to be extremely helpful in the dimly lit night. A lot had changed in Donbass since the region was forcibly annexed by Russian President Ivan Pavlenko. Destroyed cities, abandoned villages, mined escape routes, deportations, rapes, mass graves, poverty, hunger, thirst and despair. 

Ivan Pavlenko was called “Czar Ivan II“ by the co-pilot, a former history teacher. But not only by him. The Ukrainian people hated this man who had brought so much suffering to their families with his megalomania and wanted to steal their country. Even those people whose thinking was shaped by Russian culture had turned their backs on this madman in Moscow. 

The co-pilot turned to Iris, the commander of the special forces, and signaled “30 minutes.“ 

Iris had been given his nickname because – like the German anti-aircraft missile of the same name – he was known for always hitting the bull‘s eye. Everything Iris tackled led to success. On a street in Kiev, the child-pushing, medium-sized, friendly man at his wife‘s side would not have been noticed. No one could have guessed that the man flirting with his young daughter was a rare mixture of analyst, combat soldier and leader with a stellar military career ahead of him. 

Iris looked at his men. The two teams sat opposite each other and remained completely relaxed despite the loud engine noise in the old transport helicopter with its fake Russian registration. 

Perhaps it was a kind of meditative calm before the dangerous mission. Or perhaps it was the awareness that they could be hit by a Russian missile at any time during this night-time low-level flight into the Luhansk Oblast without being able to do anything about it. There weren‘t even any parachutes on board, because every kilogram counted for the return flight, during which the aged and rattling Mi-8 would be fully occupied. 

The commander of the special forces fixed his gaze on the German opposite, who returned the look and nodded. Iris had received authorization for this rescue mission with a foreign team member from the highest authority. He had only agreed to it because the German Marc Anderson was considered a legend in the West despite being only thirty-five years old. Together with the US Navy SEALs, he had evacuated an American aircrew from the depths of Afghanistan and later served as a private security officer. 

The US president‘s family was rescued from the hands of Iranian terrorists on a luxury yacht by the security agent and his team. He and his team were personally honored by the US President. The Iranian terrorists took revenge and brutally murdered Marc‘s wife in front of their house in Hamburg. 

He had not been heard from since. Now, years later, he had resurfaced and was fighting for the life of his long-time friend and companion Thomas Heinrich in Ukraine. Six months ago, “Tom“ had applied to the International Legion of Territorial Defense of Ukraine in Kiev. 

Iris remembered. Tom had appeared in his German army combat gear. A giant, not grim, but with the face of a loving father who had no children. The interview and the practical tests amazed the entire check-out team. They were not faced with one of the many applicants who had an identity crisis at home and thought they could save the invaded Ukraine without any specific prior knowledge. No, he was a former sergeant major of the German Special Forces Command with war experience – accurate, fast, stress- resistant, team-oriented, and immediately ready for action. Not a dreamer, not someone who was looking for a hero‘s death. The 2,000-dollar weekly salary was not as important to him as it was to many other applicants to the 1,000-strong International Legion. His strong will to professionally defend the attacked Ukraine on the front line and thus contribute his small part to world peace was his convincing motivation. After just two months on the front line in southern Ukraine, he became a platoon leader and deputy commander in an international company in which Danes, Poles, Croats, Dutch, Israelis, Latvians, British and Canadians fought. 

His luck was short-lived in the hail of bullets. During the battle at Bachmut, he was so badly wounded by a shot in the thigh that he could no longer stand on his feet. His comrades, who were being chased by the Russians, reported that he had refused to be taken out with the other wounded. But in the open firefight had saved the team, with his return fire. They returned with reinforcements, came under fire again, fought their way back to where Tom had been lying on the road, but he had disappeared. 

Where was Tom? Abducted or buried in a mass grave? Weeks later, Russian state television presented Thomas Heinrich as a Western mercenary and announced the court verdict from Luhansk:
“Sentenced to death for attempting to overthrow the constitutional order.“
Seven other prisoners of the International Legion suffered the same fate.
Iris had studied the recording again and again. Tom‘s right leg was covered with a dirty bandage. He was supporting himself with a stick and his face showed injuries, possibly the result of torture. But his loving expression was unaffected. Tom smiled into the camera as if to encourage his comrades not to give up. The tortured faces of the other soldiers showed signs of emptiness, despair and also fear. 

While the world press was reporting and Russian state television was announcing further proof of the West‘s war against Russia, the top military leadership was meeting in Kiev. Iris attended as commander of the special forces and remembered every word in the bunker. 

The tension in the room was palpable, because the president himself, as commander-in-chief, expected a quick and appropriate military decision.
“Why are our men being held in Luhansk and not somewhere near Moscow or even in Siberia?“ the beefy, bald-headed Chief of the General Staff had asked the intelligence chief. With his nickel glasses and cold gray eyes, he looked strikingly like the current head of the CIA on the other side of the Atlantic. Iris had wondered whether these features were a prerequisite for the job. 

“We are very sure – for two reasons,“ the intelligence officer replied.
“Firstly, the court rulings were deliberately made in the pro- Russian separatist region of Luhansk. In doing so, Moscow is once again demonstrating the legal independence of the region. Secondly, the separatists are using our fighters as a shield against our attacks to recapture Luhansk. They accept the proximity to the front line, as they have barricaded themselves well on the ground and are protected by S-300 anti-aircraft missiles. So, they feel quite safe and don‘t seriously expect a liberation operation.“ 

“And why should our operation be successful in this Russian hell?“ asked the Chief of Staff, looking at Iris, the man in charge of the operation.
“We have taken extensive precautionary measures on the ground and in the air and are planning to land helicopters in the prison yard.“ 

“Helicopters landing directly at the target location? Like when Bin Laden was captured? Do you really think, Iris, that that would work here too?“
“We are aware, Sir, that our situation is more difficult. The US operation was about capturing one person in a residential building in a neutral country that was also informed. In our case, however, the aim is to free eight of our international fighters from enemy captivity, who are being held in a well- guarded prison wing. And unlike the operation in Pakistan, we have a much riskier route of approach.“ 

“Indeed, you‘re right, Iris. It‘s very risky, perhaps even distracting. In the end, we‘ll not only have dead prisoners, but also dead liberators.“
“To minimize the risk of detection, we will arrive in a low- altitude night flight operation. We have three ground teams that will disable or turn off the air defense systems for at least twenty-four hours while we cross the border. Twelve of our spies are working in Luhansk, loyal Ukrainians with Russian passports. One of them, a woman doctor, has access to the prison and reports that all the prisoners are wounded but transportable. During the assault on the building, a night- vision-capable-drone from a friendly country will hover over the target and provide the team and our operations center here with up-to-date images. But the best is yet to come.“ He pointed to the head of the secret service, who, aware of his important statement, took off his glasses and looked around the room. 

“Nika is also in prison!“
Surprised, incredulous silence.
“Nika Petrov, our commander of the 72nd Mechanized Brigade from Wuhledar?“ the Chief of Staff asked, as if he had misheard.
“But Nika was declared dead!“, he said.
“That‘s what we all thought,“ Iris replied. “But that‘s not the case.“
Everyone in the room was aware of the great tank battle. The clever Nika had blocked the suspected deployment route with destroyed tanks, forcing the approaching Russian soldiers into the mined side fields. There they were met and destroyed by his anti-tank teams. The destroyed tanks hindered the others.
When everything came to a standstill and the soldiers fled from the tanks, the defenders struck. With no alternatives, the Russians sent new waves of tanks for days, which were shot down again by Nika‘s troops. 5,000 dead Russian soldiers, 130 lost war machines, including over forty tanks and troop carriers.
The famous 155th Marine Brigade of the Russian Pacific Fleet was almost completely wiped out. 

After that, Nika‘s trail was lost in days of long urban fighting. He could no longer be found. 

The Chief of the General Staff was visibly moved, “My goodness, … our hero is alive! How long have we known that?“
“Exactly one hour ago, straight from prison,“ replied the secret service agent. 

“How is he?“
“He‘s been shot through the shoulder near the spine and is in a solitary cell. Two by two meters without light, a bucket as a toilet, special Russian VIP treatment.“ 

The Chief of the General Staff pinched his mouth tightly shut and said, “I realize that. Czar Ivan will never forgive him for that. The loss of the elite unit was almost as painful for him as the destruction of his Crimean bridge.” 

Her turned to intelligence chief, “Which nations are the other men from?“
“Besides the German, a US citizen, a Canadian, two Czechs, a Pole, a Belarusian and a Georgian. We have already received inquiries from all the countries concerned about how we want to deal with the problem. 

“I can understand their concerns. They are mainly worried about not being suspected of having their own soldiers in our war,“ the chief of the general staff commented, flipping through the profiles of the captured legionnaires. 

“What I am reading here is clear. All but the Polish man have a military background, these two even have a background as elite soldiers. The German is from the Special Forces Command and the American from the US Navy SEALs. But that only interests me marginally. These guys are fighting with a Ukrainian insignia, and for that reason alone we cannot abandon them.“ 

He dialed the number of Ukrainian President Bohdan Sapronoff and informed him of the situation.
“What do you recommend?“ asked the president, a former actor who surprisingly won the election but had no idea that he would soon become wartime President of Ukraine. 

“A rescue operation, Mr. President.“
“How do you propose to do that and what are the chances?“ The Chief of the General Staff explained the plan,
“Iris will be the commander. The chances are over 50 percent. There is only this one window of opportunity.“
A moment of silence on the phone.
“Okay,“ said Bohdan Sapronoff. “Green light for the operation. Get the men out! All the necessary weapons and resources are authorized. The affected relatives will be informed after the rescue, not before. Nothing must leak to the public. Good luck to all of you!“
“Thank you, Mr. President!“ 

The operational precision work began immediately. A second helicopter would fly in parallel as a backup.
Marc Anderson received an intelligence briefing on the prison wing in the barracks and the security, studied the photos of the prisoners and discussed the plan for the rescue of the eight soldiers with Iris. 

His operational skills quickly became evident quickly. Iris then appointed him as his deputy for the operation. 

After being outfitted and hair cut short, Marc looked like one of them. Little Iris looked up at his 6‘5“ tall new friend. “Wow! How should I address you? Teuton? Blitzkrieg? … No, your name is Gladiator, Marc the Gladiator! Welcome to your new arena!“ 

“Stop the nonsense, Iris! I don‘t want this! I am Marc and nothing else, understood?“ 

Iris had drunk the vodka in one go and laughed when he saw Marc just sipping from the glass. 

****

“Twenty minutes!“ signaled the co-pilot. The helicopter turned hard at the edge of a forest and descended into a clearing.
Marc closed his eyes. He always felt the same tension before a mission. Although, as always, everything was well thought out. Everything had been carefully planned. The ground intelligence was good. As a precaution, the female doctor was not informed about the pending rescue of the prisoners. The entire operation was based on strict secrecy, surprise, and speed. The helicopters had to be back in the air in a maximum of five minutes, after which the barracked soldiers were expected to attack. 

A lot could go wrong here and despite all the combat experience of these Ukrainian elite soldiers, the Soviet command-oriented training in the system was unmistakable. Too little independent action, too much focus on the superior, too little dynamic behavior adapted to the situation. 

Thank God Iris knew what Marc was talking about and had assembled a team of English-speaking men with experience in Western countries. They had rehearsed the storming of the building for three nights under all possible scenarios. 

“Ten minutes!“ the first pilot now signaled. 

Marc thought of Jelke in Hamburg. After their marriage, he had promised her that he would finally stop playing “war games“, as she called them. 

Now he was sitting here in an old Russian helicopter over enemy territory, in a camouflage uniform with no insignia, acting as a hybrid combat soldier. Worse than his days in the German Special Forces Command. 

He wondered whether the drug of one for all, all for one had taken hold of him again.
No, that wasn‘t it. That time had definitely ended with the murder of his first wife, Karina Marie. His military service was history, he was done with it. Neither a tricky security assignment from the business world nor requests from SEAL friends could change this attitude. The last mission was to get Tom out today, who was always more to him than a friend or comrade in military operations. He was his brother. 

Iris had told him that Tom was one of the most capable soldiers in the International Legion, popular for his restraint and empathy. Marc had expected nothing less. If everything went well, he would have him in the helicopter in half an hour and he himself would be back in Hamburg with Jelke and his daughter Pia in three days. 

At that moment, the helicopter was pulled to one side. “Missile attack!“ shouted the commander. 

****

Since his departure, Marc hadn‘t made contact. Although it had been agreed that he would be offline during his mission, Jelke had a hard time dealing with it. She knew it was about Tom, who was in captivity and sentenced to death. It was a shock for her too, as she had a long-standing friendship with Tom. 

Tom and the men from his Maritime Security Services had rescued Marc from certain death in a tunnel in Syria. His wife Karina Marie, also her best friend, had been murdered and their child Pia had been kidnapped. Marc had been on a desperate search for his daughter.
What a time it had been. 

Afterwards, Marc had shown clear signs of post-traumatic stress disorder. His appointment of blame, the dramatic rescue of Pia, the gradually growing love between Jelke and Marc, their wedding and Marc‘s cautious return to his company – all that was behind them. 

Jelke wondered whether the current mission had reopened old wounds in him.
“What happened to Tom in Ukraine could happen to you now, Marc,“ she thought, trying to suppress the thought. 

In vain.
She was afraid.
To distract herself, she played Solitaire on her computer. But her restlessness remained and even grew stronger. Her fear fantasies increased, she dreamed of terrible scenarios in which she saw him badly wounded in a Russian prison. 

Jelke paced back and forth in the living room. She switched on the ntv news – app on her smartphone and opened the “The latest“ section. She did that constantly.
There was nothing to indicate her husband‘s involvement. She needed to talk to someone and thought of calling Marc‘s sister, Edith. 

She dialed her number but then aborted the call. Marc had asked her not to talk to anyone about his mission.
She felt like she was in a cage. Knowing nothing but condemned to silence. 

A slight anger rose up inside her. That would never happen to her again! This man had to be protected from himself. He magically attracted disasters and then set off on a rescue mission. This combination was obviously a part of his gene. 

At the same moment, she felt sorry for her thoughts. It was Marc‘s job in the company to prevent security crises and resolve them with his former elite soldiers when they occurred. And the tragedy with his wife had not been foreseeable. Who could have known that Karina Marie, as a hotel manager on the ship of US President George F. Summerhill, would suddenly fall into the hands of brutal kidnappers? Who could have guessed that the Iranian ringleader of the Revolutionary Guards had survived and would seek revenge on Marc‘s family? 

This series of disasters had to stop! On the other hand, she couldn‘t chain Marc down. Her husband lived for crisis management. 

The mental movie started again, “Sentenced to death … in captivity … Russians … Massacre …“
She couldn‘t stand it any longer and dialed his number. Her heart faced wildly when she heard the ringtone. 

“Pick up, please, pick up!“ Answering machine.
She hung up in despair. 

****

“Yes, we are unharmed, machine okay. But fuck! We‘ve been discovered! Shall we abort the mission?”
“You can continue flying. Our ground team has just reported that this last S-300 on your way has been disabled.“ 

A few minutes later, they were back in the air. Marc tried to spot the second escort helicopter in the diffuse moonlight, but it remained invisible. They were now flying in a wild zigzag course while the teams clung tightly to their seats. The lights of the city of Luhansk passed by. 

Iris gave the signal to get ready.
Marc breathed in deeply for four seconds using the SEALs‘ breathing technique. He let the air flow into his stomach with his mouth closed, held his breath there for another four seconds and then exhaled slowly through his mouth while counting to four again.
Just as he was holding his breath to hold it for another four seconds, a sound like a chainsaw shook the helicopter. Marc could see through the window that they had obviously crashed into the barracks. The helicopter tipped over on its side, the engines howling as if in a last death cry, while the disoriented men hung in their harnesses. 

In the rear of the helicopter, where four men were sitting a jet of flame shot up. 

****

“For heaven‘s sake, what‘s happening?“ shouted the Chief of Staff. The people in the operations center had jumped to their feet.
“The rotor blades touched the barracks wall,“ the intelligence chief responded, stunned. 

The helicopter was standing in a clearing in the forest with its rotor running. “Sorry, guys for that hasty landing! They discovered us and launched an S-300 missile at us! That was damn close!“ shouted the commander to the rear. 

The teams breathed a sigh of relief and sank back into their seats.
Iris contacted the officer in the command center.
“Are you all right?“ he asked with concern. 

Through Iris‘s helmet camera, they saw the men scrambled out through the overhead door.
“Get out of here, the thing is about to blow!“ they heard him shout. 

“One, two, three …“
The intelligence chief counted to ten.
“They‘re all outside, including the crew!“ he commented. The explosion of the helicopter threw the men to the ground and illuminated the monitors.
“That‘s it then!“ whispered an operator at the monitors to his colleague.
The Chief of the General Staff considered for a moment whether he should order a retreat, especially as the second helicopter had just reached the ground, which was brightly lit by the fire, unscathed.
As if the intelligence chief had guessed the general‘s thoughts, he shook his head in the negative. It was agreed that Iris and Marc would retain full responsibility, regardless of the situation. But one thing was certain, the crash had not only woken up the barracks, but half the city.
Iris pulled himself up and got an overview. The target building was brightly lit. He saw armed men and heard orders.
Iris looked down the main barracks street, the lights were coming on there too.
Shouts, first shots!
“We can‘t do this alone, Iris!“ Marc called out to him. “Plan B!“
Iris nodded and called into the microphone,
“Terminator – Terminator – Terminator!“
“Terminator confirmed!“ came the reply immediately. 

The two teams approached the two-story building while the helicopter pilots provided fire cover. Iris signaled to Marc that his group should take the right entrance, while he himself took the left. The first attacking enemy soldiers ran straight into their fire. The eight men of the commando were leaning against the wall of the house.
Show of hands. 

First team in!
“One – Two – Three – Four – Secure!”
Situation overview.
Fire on approaching soldiers, explosives, screams.
Slowly both teams moved towards the cells on the upper floor, covering each other.
“Come up here!“ a woman‘s voice called out. Iris immediately recognized the doctor, his informant, by her shoulder-length blonde hair. She threw him a key, and cried, when she was hit by a shot at the same moment and collapsed.
Iris was about to rush to her when he heard the voice of the threat operator in his headset,
“Over a hundred soldiers approaching, ten armored personnel carriers as well!“
Iris‘s Alpha team was first at the doors. The doctor‘s key made blasting unnecessary.
In a few minutes, all the doors were open. The freed prisoners rushed towards their rescuers. Marc and Tom looked at each other for a moment. Marc tossed him the submachine gun of a killed soldier and immediately pushed him to the ground as new attackers took aim at them.
Iris and Marc signaled to each other that all the cells were empty, but one of the eight prisoners was missing.
They were way behind schedule. An armada was approaching from outside. They had to get to their intact helicopter immediately, whose rotors they could hear. But they were trapped. Leaving now would be suicide. The first grenades hit.
Marc saw that Iris was bleeding heavily on his right arm. Iris waved him off, not important. Tom crawled over to him. No time to take off his jacket, but the wound looked worse than Iris had indicated. Tom tore a piece from his upper thigh bandage and tied Iris‘s arm. Iris nodded gratefully.
The two teams squatted with the freed men in the building in front of the doors. 

“Hopefully,“ thought Marc. “Hopefully the replacement helicopter stays intact, otherwise that‘s it.“
The sound of chains and engines of the approaching tanks could now be heard clearly. Just a few salvos and the building would be in ruins. 

They exchanged glances. The situation was clear to everyone, including the seven liberated men who had just felt the breath of freedom and were lying between their rescuers with captured weapons. 

Marc suddenly had a sense of dΓ©jΓ  vu. 

Iraq, failed hostage rescue, Tom at his side, masses of soldiers running towards them, two against hundreds, a hopeless situation, waiting for a miracle …
Marc pulled himself out of his thoughts. He looks around. There was no going forward, no going back. Both teams were trapped, waiting for the attackers, who were now breaking through the doors. 

“Fire!“ Iris shouted.
The first attackers collapsed, were overrun by others, and stormed up to the liberators.
Aim, shoot, take cover, change position.
The next waves of enemies stormed into the building. The unequal battle was hopeless.
Marc suddenly felt horrified that he might not survive this, his last fight. A cold wave crept over the back of his neck and into his head. Was this really going to be it?
Iris and Marc looked at each other briefly. Shooting everything empty, close combat, that was all they could do.
Marc held his body protectively over the wounded Tom. 

“Marc, I believe in miracles, like in Iraq,“ he shouted into the noise.
He would be proven right.
A roar in the air. The thunderous noise of the two MiG- 29 fighter jets flying over the barracks, followed by the explosions of the bombs, changed everything. “Terminator“ had worked at the very last moment. 

The terminal attack controller at the operations center in Kiev directed the Ukrainian pilots using live images from the drone. The approaching unit stopped during the very first attack and vehicles were hurled through the air. Soldiers fled in panic. 

The teams watched through the broken doors and windows as the fighter planes swept past.
Marc, a pilot himself, thought how difficult it must be for the pilots to find this small barracks in the city and to fight precisely with the outdated MiGs. He knew that the resourceful Ukrainians were doing their job with purchased portable navigation devices and had mounted Western missiles under their MiGs. 

The attackers sought cover. A second and third air raid on the barracks followed. Then it became quiet.
Area clear!“, reported the MiG 29-formation leader.
The Chief of the General Staff watched with relief as the two teams rushed out to the intact helicopter. A soldier from the Alpha team was supporting Iris, whose face was now pale. Marc had Tom slung over his shoulder, who could barely walk. The helicopter pilots threw up their arms. 

“In with you!“
A few hundred meters further on, tanks broke through the damaged wall and searched for targets. 

Marc was about to be the last to jump into the helicopter when he saw a person with long blond hair lying on the ground in the entrance to the prison building, her arm raised powerlessly. But she was waving. 

The doctor!
He assessed the situation with a view of the tanks, ran back, grabbed the doctor under the fire of his comrades and reached the helicopter, which was already hovering in the air. Six men‘s arms pulled them both in as the tanks fired their first volleys.
The helicopter descended behind the wall and disappeared into the darkness of the night. 

The pilots flew the shortest possible route back in the hope that rising Russian fighters and missiles would be detected by their own Iris -T SLM and Patriot anti-aircraft weapons. The wounded Commander Iris looked at the faces of those who had been freed. He looked and counted again. Then he looked at Marc, who had also registered every single person on board. 

Both knew at this moment that a significant part of the operation had failed.
Iris spoke in his phone, “Command Center from Leader!“ “Leader, go ahead! “, answered the Chief of the General. Iris reported to Kiev, “Operation completed, a total of four people slightly injured, also our agent, the doctor is with us.” “Excellent, Iris! Welldone!“ 

“Thanks Sir. The bad news – one prisoner is missing.“ “Who‘s missing?“ asked the Chief of Staff.
“Nika, he wasn‘t in the building.“ 

The intelligence officer looked at the visibly depressed general. 

“Why so upset? At least we got everyone else back alive. It‘s a historic embarrassment for the Russians!“
“Certainly,“ said the general. “But my gut also tells me that the Nika Petrov chapter has only just begun.”

About JΓΆrg H. Trauboth:

JΓΆrg H. Trauboth, born in 1943 near Berlin, logged over two thousand flight hours as a Weapon Systems Officer Instructor in the Luftwaffe, flying PHANTOM F-4F / RF-4E and TORNADO fighter jets, and over 3000 hours in light aircraft. At the age of fifty, he left the service with the rank of Colonel in the General Staff. He received training as a Special Risk Consultant from the English Control Risk Group and served as Managing Director Germany, dealing with extortion and kidnapping cases in South America and Eastern Europe. Shortly thereafter, he founded his own consulting firm, quickly establishing an outstanding international reputation. Trauboth protected his clients with a 24-hour task force during product extortions, product recalls, kidnappings, and image crises. He was the first President of the European Crisis Management Academy in Vienna and President of the American Yankee Association.

He is known as a respected expert in the media on security-related topics. He volunteers as an emergency counselor and is a member of the Crisis Intervention Team (KIT Bonn) of the German Foreign Office. He is a private pilot, married, with two sons and three grandchildren.

In 2002, Trauboth wrote the now out of print standard work “Crisis Management for Company Threats”.

In 2016 the follow-up work was published with JΓΆrg H. Trauboth as editor in collaboration with five authors: “Crisis Management in Companies and Public Institutions”.

Terror expert J. H. Trauboth presented his debut novel in 2015 with the Germany thriller “Three Brothers”. (Available in English). In 2019 “Operation Jerusalem” followed and in 2020 “Omega”. The trilogy is about the former elite soldier Marc Anderson and his team. With these three self-contained thrillers, Trauboth is rated by many readers as the “German Tom Clancy.” The trilogy is available as a printed edition, eBook and audio book.

His first detective novel, “Jakobs Weg” (German), followed in 2021. The highly explosive topic of “sexual abuse of children” is processed sensitively in a scenario on the Way of Saint James and at the end offers contact options for those seeking help.

In 2022, the novella “Bonjour Saint-Ex” was published (German) in which the passionate pilot JΓΆrg H. Trauboth turns the last flight of the legend Antoine de Saint ExupΓ©ry into an exciting literary event.

Readers wanted a sequel to the Marc Anderson series. In 2023, ZarenTod – Das Ende der PrΓ€sidenten was published, a highly topical political thriller. The Russian president and new tsar, Ivan Pavlenko, suddenly shows his true face during the war in Ukraine. He wants the old Soviet Union back. The world is on the brink. The influential oligarch, Alexei Sokolov, wants to prevent Ivan’s megalomaniac plans and is planning a fundamental new beginning for Russia. To achieve this, the Russian president must be removed. But the plan goes awry. Ex-elite soldier Marc Anderson intervenes. Will Czar Ivan die? What will become of Europe? The book 8/ 2024 in English „The Death of the Kremlin Czar” is the fourth political thriller in the Marc Anderson series.

Website & Social Media:

Website  https://trauboth-autor.de/english/

Twitter ➜ https://twitter.com/JorgTrauboth

The Page 69 Test: *A Heart's Journey to Forgiveness* by Terese Luikens #page69

 

 


They say if you want to really find a good book, go to page 69 (the middle and meat of the book) and you like it, it's definitely worth reading. For today's feature, I'm zooming in on page 69 of Terese Luikens' new memoir, A Heart's Journey to Forgiveness.
 


BOOK DESCRIPTION

 

For Terese Luikens, a picture-perfect childhood it was not. Frequent cross country moves, an emotionally absent mother and an alcoholic father who ends his life by suicide when Terese is just thirteen years old. 

The sixth of seven children, Terese grew up in an unstable and chaotic household–invisible to her mom yet cherished by her father. 

This heartfelt memoir documents the chain reaction of a tumultuous family history. From her stormy childhood to the far-reaching effects of her father’s suicide, Terese shares her inspiring journey to escape the shame of her past, find healing and live, learn to trust, and discover faith in a real and personal God.  

A Heart’s Journey to Forgiveness is available at Amazon.





Soon the heavy metal door opened and Mr. Harr ushered us back inside. “Your mom said she’d meet you back at the car. Can you find your way there?”
“I know how to get us there,” Ann assured him.
Mr. Harr shook our hands again and said, “I’m sorry about your dad. He was a fine man.”
Waiting in the heat next to the car, I could not imagine what our next activity would be.
But as Mom and John approached the car, I heard her mention the mortuary. Why is she forcing us to do all of this?
Hodgman-Splain-Roberts Mortuary read the sign in front of the brick building. Though I’d been to my grandpa’s funeral at the Catholic church, I’d never gone inside a funeral home before. I trailed behind my family, filled with dread at what I might see.
“I’m sorry Mr. Roberts couldn’t be here,” said the tall, skinny man who greeted us. He wore a dark suit and pink tie. “He was called out for an emergency. I’m David, and I will take especially good care of you.”
Mom didn’t greet him with a hug, but with a handshake.
Corralling us into a little circle with his long, outstretched arms, he spoke just above a whisper. “First of all, I just want to extend to all of you my deepest sympathy for your loss.”
Then he broke the quiet spell and waltzed around the showroom, his overly long fingers pointing out the fine craftsmanship of the caskets on one side of the spacious room.
Why does this matter? It will be six feet underground and the person lying inside is dead.
Ella came up beside me and whispered in my ear, “I wonder what’s in the basement.”
“I don’t really want to know.”
“Want to go outside?”


 
What do you think? Would you keep reading?

 

Terese Luikens has been married for forty-four years to the same man, although she is on her third wedding ring, having lost one and worn out another. She lives in Sandpoint, Idaho, enjoys being mother to three grown sons and grandmother to her much-loved grandchildren. She is the author of A Heart’s Journey to Forgiveness, a Memoir of her inspiring journey of emotional healing from her father’s suicide. She facilitates retreats and workshops focusing on forgiveness, and publishes her own blog, Why Bother? 

You can visit her website at www.tereseluikens.com.